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Barcelona - Come Back When You Can

                  

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I’ve been led on
To think that we’ve been
Trying for too long
Every time we drift
Were forcing what is wrong
At last that voice is gone

Please take your time
But you’ve got to know that
I am taking sight
Oh, you look good
With your patient face and wandering eye
Don’t hold this war inside

Whoa
Come back when you can
Whoa
Let go, you’ll understand
You’ve done nothing at all, to make me love you less
Whoa
So come back when you can

You left your home
You’re so far from
Everything you know
Your big dream is
Crashing down and out your door
Wake up and dream once more

Whoa
Come back when you can
Whoa
Let go, you’ll understand
You’ve done nothing at all to make me love you less
Whoa
So come back when you can
Whoa
Come back, I’ll help you stand
Whoa
Let go and hold my hand
If all you wanted was me, I’d give you nothing less
Whoa
So come back when you can


The Vampire Diaries punya deretan OST yg juara! Menunjukkan pada saya kalo banyak sekali lagu bagus dari musisi-musisi yang namanya bahkan gak pernah saya dengar. Yup, Barcelona - Come Back When You Can one of my fave! Lagu emosional pada scene yang juga sangat emosional. Everytime I hear it, I can remember the heartbreaking scene of Stefan Salvatore, Ellena, Bonnie and of course… Damon.

Penasaran? Well, watch the series first… :D 

This is the heartbreaking and tearful scene!

You should love the person that makes you glad that you’re alive.

Elena Gilbert (via thislifeisbeauty)

Nerd Forever

              

What do you think about nerd people? Apa pendapat anda tentang seseorang yang disebut cupu alias culun punya? I really wanna know.

I have a story about this girl. Dia tidak memiliki kemampuan bersosialisasi yang cukup baik. Tidak cukup baik dalam menjalin networking ataupun mendapatkan attention. She doesn’t have much likability. Well, she’s a nerd.

Seiring waktu dia tahu society “menginginkan” yang sebaliknya. Dia pun sadar bahwa dia harus berubah. Menjadi dewasa dan menerima perubahan yang diinginkan oleh dunia. Dan dia akhirnya mencoba.

Ternyata dunia itu beragam. It’s cruel but it’s fun. She found new things, new friends, new experiences, new lessons and it’s just great. Sampai akhirnya, dia bertanya pada dirinya sudahkan dia berubah? Sudahkah dia meninggalkan dirinya yang seorang nerd? Dan semua pertanyaan itu dijawab dengan pertanyaan lain:

Are you happy now?

Dia tidak tahu bagaimana cara menjawabnya.

Akhirnya dia tetaplah dia. She’s that nerd. A girl who’s only good with textbooks. Seorang yang menghabiskan harinya dengan tv series dan lagu-lagu bernada minor. A loner. Seorang pendengar yang tak bisa bicara. Tetap disanalah tempat dimana dia merasa hidup. A happy world for a nerd like her. Maybe you think she’s pathetic, but she is fine. Maybe you won’t understand, but…She’s just happy to be a nerd. 

Sun came up, reality set in…

     

Elena Gilbert: I went home tonight planning to write in my diary, which I’ve done every day since my mother gave me one when I was 10. It’s where I get everything out and it all goes in this one little book, which I keep on the 2nd shelf behind this really hideous ceramic mermaid. Then I realized I would only be writing things I should probably be telling you.

Stefan Salvatore: What would you write?

Elena Gilbert: I would write, Dear Diary, Today I convinced myself it’s ok to give up. Stick with the status quo, now just isn’t the time. But my reasons aren’t reasons, they’re excuses and the truth is, I’m scared Stefan. I’m scared that if I let myself be happy for one minute, that the my world’s going to come crashing down and I don’t know if I’ll be able to survive that.

Stefan Salvatore: Do you want to know what I would write? I met a girl, we talked and it was epic. Then the sun came up and reality set in. Well, this is reality, right here

Note: They’re cute to be together, right? Oh yes, guess I’m little bit addicted to The Vampires Diaries. All my friends choose Damon over Stefan Salvatore. Yes, Damon’s hot, wild and dangeraous. But I’ll choose Stelena couple instead! People said Stefan is too sweet and too kind. What’s wrong with being too sweet and kind?” #lol

Failed!

                   

Oh yes, sir. I’m failed. Break your trust. Break the principle. Even maybe break the law. Failed to make you proud

Oh yes, I’m failed. Because all I can do is just stop and stare. Starring at the mess I’ve made with a dumbfounded face, like I always do. Failed to take any proper action.

Oh yes, sure…I’m failed. Because all I wanna do know is just how to be disappeared completely. Wanna forget this goddamned mess and just leave all out the rest. Failed to be responsible.

After all, I’m just failed! Failed to be brave enough to declare to the whole world, to proudly admit my failure.

When you’re happy like a fool 
Let it take you over 
When everything is out 
You gotta take it in….

Lagu ini jadi original soundtrack banyak film, salah duanya adalah One Day-nya Ann Hathaway dan Easy A-nya Emma Stone. I always love One Republic and all Ryan Tedder’s work, and this live performance is so damn cool!

We’re all have complains. Especially when things just don’t work out. Hopelessly, many thing missed, many windows closed but hopelessly the hope is we have so much to feel good about.

Oh this has gotta be a good life! :D

[anyway you really have to know their another performance with Apologize at the same show. It’s so stunning! I got so hypnotized :D)

I am the replacement. So why?

    

7:19 pm. I’m stuck in front of the screen with my weekly Business Ethics paper.  Pink - Nobody Knows on replay. This song is beautiful, isn’t? I don’t know why but I’m so in love with this song. I’m not good at interpreting, but I guess this is a song for a very lonely person. Think about being lonely, is it a very familiar feeling to all of us? I’m sure you guys know what I mean. This kind of feeling, like getting lost. Funny enough, because you can even feel so lonely in the middle of the crowds.

And when it’s happen, there’s nobody knows…

Recently, I’ve been thinking myself as a person is just like a substitute. And one of my friend got angry every time I said it. She said, “No. Everybody’s different. Please don’t think that your a substitute anymore.” Well, it’s a little bit shocking, but I appreciate what she said. But I start to think another way… Maybe not a substitute, just the replacement.

Do you get what I mean?

I used to be someone who fill the empty position. When someone’s missing for a while, I’ll take his/her part. Then when they’re coming back, I’ll give back that position. Because that’s who I am. The replacement. 

But I guess, you should know, I’m TOTALLY fine with it. I have NO objection.

What’s wrong with being the substitute? I’m the replacement, so why? I got no objection. At least you still have something you can give. You still useful. And you’re not being left behind. It’s true sometimes it’s lonely, but I think this is a lesson of life. It is the way we can grow up and be wise. And I appreciate it.

So what’s wrong with being a replacement? A replacement will always there. It  ain’t going no where. So every time you need it, a replacement can always fill that empty space.

Rain, Rain

Rain, Rain please pour on me
Rain, Rain please set me free

Rain, Rain don’t let the sun shine through 
Rain, Rain my heart is now a pit of goo

Rain, Rain blow the ocean breeze
Rain, Rain sway the forest trees.

Rain, Rain don’t wash away
Rain, Rain I wish you could stay

Rain, Rain don’t let the birds chirp or the children play.
Rain, Rain please stop time today.


Rain, Rain Do you understand my sorrow? 
Rain, Rain please be here tomorrow

Lucy Gocher

Jangan gunakan keegoisanmu untuk mempertahankan sesuatu yang sebenarnya tak baik untukmu

So small

              

This last 4 days, I can’t get in touch with my Axioo Neon or the internet. I was so busy in a team that in charge of a competition that was held in my campus. Well, actually I’m not an important people on it, but I need to be there anyway. It was hard for us to prepare this event. It took almost a year just for preparation. Many conflicts happened, many fights, problems, even we cried and got panicked. But it’s over now! With a very good outcome. Honestly, I little bit surprised with the result of our effort. But I can’t help but telling you that I’m so impressed and proud, even though once again, I’m not important enough in this event.

Now, after I leave my room 4 days (because I stay at friend’s place) I come back to that place. I face the wall that always become my silent witness. Lady Antebellum on my playlist. I sit in front of my computer. I remember a few hours ago, after the competition over, the officials of the event take so many photos. They’re smiling, laughing and having a very happy moment. I was there, do the same. But I feel so different.

It’s a little bit funny, but I feel so small. I feel so inferior to be there, between those people. It’s funny to feel so small between your own friends, right? I don’t quite know is it because I’m not something important there or because of something else. It just don’t feel right.

I stare on my screen. I know I have some works to do. But I just can’t get my mind. I don’t quite know, is it the feeling of get lost? Or am getting tired? It’s like missing something that you don’t even know what is it…It’s not something serious, but it’s not right.

I hope it just because of I’m not having enough sleep last 4 days. 

I know it’s just a silly post. But I just wanna say something that I can’t tell to others.I just wanna speak my mind.

Even heroes have right to cry and bleed…

Even heroes have right to cry and bleed…

Belajar untuk “keras kepala” ~Story of Liam Payne

        

Selamat sore! This is another random post from a depressed college student who spend her days just surfing on the internet and play millions random songs. 

Bukan rahasia. Akhir-akhir ini saya lagi keracunan One Direction. Who are they? Tanya saja mbah google, and you’ll no why they’re driving me crazy! #lol Personel 1D yang pertama menarik perhatian saya adalah sang lead vocal Liam Payne, which is weird, karena umumnya orang lain seperti Pipin lebih suka Harry Styles. (FYI, Liam ini followernya di twitter paling dikit, padahal dia lead vocal, suaranya keren, kasian ya..heheheh).

                     

Why I adore him? First, I can’t deny that he’s so good looking! :D But the main reason is, ada satu cerita tentang audisi Liam di X-Factor yang cukup inspiratif buat saya. Liam dan 1D debut di X-Factor dan masuk final tahun 2010. Ternyata 2 tahun sebelumnya (2008) Liam sudah pernah ikut audisi X-Factor. Saat itu usianya baru 14 tahun, dan dia berhasil menembus babak judges house di Barbados (kira-kira babak ketiga). Semua orang berpikir bocah 14 tahun ini punya talent yang cukup mengesankan. Tapi sang  juri killer Simon Cowell malah “mengirimnya pulang” lewat sebuah kalimat sederhana namun cukup #jleb.

“I think you’re not ready yet.”

And he’s eliminated! Tapi seiring kepulangan Liam, Simon juga memberikan satu pesan berharga.

“Come back in two years from now. And you’ll be a different person.”

Pesan sederhana itu disimpan oleh Liam. Dan ia benar-benar kembali 2 tahun kemudian dengan dirinya yang berbeda, lebih dewasa, dan tentunya dengan kemampuan yang lebih baik. He stands proudly in front of the judges, singing “Cry Me A River” with his amazing voice. The judges and the audiences give him standing ovation!

[You can watch the perfomance of his “Cry Me A River” here !]

Disaat itulah Simon Cowell berkata, “See? I’ve said the right thing two years ago. Now you’re truly better person.” [ini orang emang instingnya keren beud].

Apa yang saya peroleh dari kisah Liam?

Ketika seseorang mengatakan “Kamu gagal!” umumnya mendadak semesta jadi gelap. Semuanya seolah hancur. Saya pribadi, ketika gagal di satu hal, kemungkinan besar tidak akan mau berurusan dengan hal itu lagi dikemudian hari. Saya akan pergi jauh-jauh dan mengubur kegagalan itu. I’ll never coming back!

Tapi di kisah tersebut, Liam berani mencoba kembali. Terjun kembali di bidang yang sama dan kembali mempertaruhkan nasibnya.

Ketika sudah disebut gagal. Orang akan mengajukan alasan, “Yah, rejekinya bukan disini.” Walaupun anda amat menginginkan hal tersebut, tapi ketika dalam perjalanan untuk mencapainya ada banyak halangan, mungkin anda akan menyerah. Anda akan melepas impian itu, dan memilih untuk beralih “mencari” mimpi baru. Liam Payne took a different option. He want it! He fail at the first try. He fail in the boys category. But he keep chase it. Finally he make it in the group. And now we can see. He’s a part of one of the most interesting band in British.

Saya pun punya sesuatu yang amat saya inginkan. Dream that I want to reach the most. Tapi jalannya panjang dan berat sekali. Dengan diri saya yang sekarang it’s almost impossible. Tapi setelah melihat kisah diatas, saya rasa saya harus “belajar jadi keras kepala”. Saya tidak boleh memasrahkan impian itu. Kalo diriku yg sekarang tak cukup capable, saya akan menunggu sambil berusaha. Entah dua tahun, lima tahun atau sepuluh tahun lagi, saya harus menjadi orang yang berbeda. I’m gonna be a better person that capable enough to take the steps closer to that dream

Terdengar ambisius? Ya! Terdengar terlalu bersemangat? Mungkin. Tapi bukankah kadang menjadi ambisius dan terlalu bersemangat itu lebih baik daripada menjadi putus asa dan tak punya semangat?

Still, I have a long way to go…I hope I can take any step closer, closer and closer to that goddamned dream! :D

~Dreams are like a stars, you may never reach it. But if you follow it, they will lead you to your destiny~

[note: bodo amat dibilang alay dan ababil gara2 suka sama boyband, if they’re good and talented, why not?! Lol]

warnawarniduniaku:

We are the champion…….!
in our own life….hahahahahaha

3 idiots! :D

warnawarniduniaku:

We are the champion…….!

in our own life….hahahahahaha

3 idiots! :D

Dreams are like stars. You may never reach it. But if you follow it, they will lead you to your destiny.

Liam Payne

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