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Klaroline

He’s your first love. I intend to be your last, however long it takes. Congratulations, Caroline…

        Klaus - The Vampire Diaries 4 x 23 (Graduation)

And the ending scene of Klaroline in season four finale just blow me away. It’s just a very simple and short scene. But it was heart-warming, meaningful and lovely. TVD maybe not as fun as it was [the love triangle storyline between Stefan-Elena-Damon just make me annoyed], but the good thing is there are more interesting story lines beside that. And this one is my most favorite! The story about “the immortal villain hybrid” and “a talkative-barbie vampire.” A young wide wide eyed girl and thousands years old original. They’re total opposite. She’s a blonde, cheerful and delightful vampire and he is a hateful, powerful, evil old seasoned, half werewolf-half vampire. But they got the chemistry. There is something so magical between them and this is not the end. It isn’t a goodbye,right? :’)

“I know that you’re in love with me…and anybody capable of love is capable of being saved.”

                                      - Caroline to Klaus

12 Years

It’s a holiday, that’s why I have nothing to do. And when I have nothing to do, I’m drowned into internet [searching random news, scrolling social networks, blogwalking and..sometimes spamming or stalking] :p.

As you know, I have a big crush for CNBLUE and I still don’t know why. Today when I was ‘stalking’ their fanpage and I found an interview video. It’s in a talkshow called People Inside, hosted by one of Korean most famous anchorwoman, Baek Ji Yeon . [I guess she’s like Korean version of Desi Anwar. Charming and insightful]. It’s an interesting discussion. At the end of the interview, Baek Ji Yeon said something to them,“I hope to you in 12 years, after your reach your dream in ranking number one in Billboard Charts.”

The weird thing is…that words make me think. Maybe it sounds random and silly, but then I do wondering…

“What will I become in 12 years from now?”

Good question.You know, sometimes when you do a job interview, they’ll ask you: what will you become in bla bla bla years? What do you think you can achieve bla bla bla years from now? I think I know what they mean. They want us to tell about our dreams. They wanna know our goal, our strategies and what we see in the future. I get it. But it doesn’t work that way. You do aware, right? Future is gray. We have no idea.

12 years from now, I’ll be 34. I mean, I have no idea what kind of job that I’ll have, what kind of life that I’ll have,whether I’ve married or not,  what kind of friends that I’ll have, even what kind of people I’ll be. It’s blurry.

It was easier when we were kids. When people ask about our dreams, we can easily said that in the future we will be a doctor, astronauts, singer or even president. We were young, confident, passionate and unafraid. As we grow older, it become harder to set a dream. Because we’re lack of confident. I lack of confident. When you’re older world becomes less tolerate. That’s why it makes us hesitate.

I guess I’m in denial. If everything’s going well, I’ll graduate in couple months. I’m not gonna be a student anymore. Then, what am I gonna be? I have no idea. I mean I never been popular student who has a lot of friends or excitements of schooldays. But still, I can let it go easily. Why? I don’t know. I wonder if other people feel the same way.

So 12 years from now, I hope I’ll still be me. An introvert weirdo who has nothing but hard-work. A friend who can do nothing but listen. A stronger, more mature and better me. Future? Who knows? Maybe actually, we’re not supposed to know. Maybe it’s indeed supposed to be a mystery. 

Shut up and…RUN!

“I really want to succeed. But if there’s a one percent chance I can do it with my friends and not alone, then I want to go together. Even if it takes a long time. The only thing we have a lot of… is time.” – Lee Hyun-soo

It’s true…drama is just a drama. Fiction is just a fiction. They’re just writer’s creation. But believe it or not…in some way, drama or fiction or story has something that we can learn and understand, because after all the director and scriptwriter are human too…like us.

I’m not gonna write a review or anything…I just want to say that I was wrong about this series. Yeah, I underestimate it. Because I thought story about music and band only well adapted into drama by Japanese (look at how awesome BANDAGE and Beck). But Shut Up Flower Boy Band just shut me up completely!

 It was well-written, with very good casts and characters, very very good soundtracks [`Not In Love’ is just echoing in my head], interesting and real conflicts, energetic spirit and warm friendships and of course….ehm..flower boys. :p But the most important is…it’s full of heart. Without any melodrama or cheesy-annoying romance scene. [no offense, but I’m not in the age of melodrama viewers :p]

“There’s no band that lasts forever. Oasis, Beatles, Queen. They’re all break-up. But that’s not true. U2, Rolling Stones, Aerosmith. There are lots of bands still around too.” – Rock Kim

 Who wouldn’t love it? A story about bunch youngsters with such a big dream and passion about music named Eye Candy. They’re reckless, unafraid, captivating, idealistic and loyal. They’re facing loss, love, defeat, break-ups, make-ups, success, fights, failure, loneliness, and of course…harsh reality in music industry. But you know, what is the part that I love the most? How they’re growing up because of that things. It’s hard, right? We’re all hate to grow up…but nothing we can do. Everyone’s growing up.

“It’s time we each make a real decision – about what we really want, what we want to do, what we need to do.” – Kwon Ji-hyuk

And, friends…growing up doesn’t mean that we have to lose each other, right? *tears*

The last episode is the best part. I love to see how they overcome their own ‘battle’ and to value what they’ve been accomplished. I love this show give us ‘a blank page’ about their gray future and how they have confidence to face whatever future ahead them. It feels so real…and lovely.

Yeah, this is what’s growing up is all about. You may not stay the same, maybe your dream changes, maybe you lose some thing…but you gain more and you’re stronger now.

Aaah…it makes me happy! Definitely worth to watch, and I recommend you to do so…[but girls, please watch out…if not, you’re gonna lose your mind because of L…lol].

John Lennon said, ‘The Beatles are more famous than Jesus.’ We’re not famous or special. But we’re just doing what we want, right now. The world that surrounds us is gray and we can’t see our futures. But for now we just shut up and run… To the time that’s waiting for us. – Kwon Ji-hyuk